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Journal Entry: Tue Feb 5, 2008, 7:28 PM
  • Mood: Big Grin
  • Listening to: "The Eternal Shade Theory pt 1" by UT
  • Reading: /Bright Pessimism/ by moi
  • Watching: American Idol
  • Playing: Neopets
  • Eating: Hershey's kisses
  • Drinking: Water (as always)













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*Cait-Shoxxi-Stock is a one-person team, run completely by *Cait-Shoxxi. She enjoys hot tea and stiflingly hot rooms, along with trolling the internet for the cutest/latest Gothic fashions. Currently her biggest project is her novel ~Bright-Pessimism, which she goes on and on about sporadically.

STAMPS



:heart:BIRTHDAY DEDICATIONS:heart:








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Time for a really long post involving slightly interesting topics! Yay!

Cait Shoxxi, bringing you your usual notifications...

Just in time for Bright Pessimism's one-year birthday... the forth chapter!

Bright Pessimism, Chapter Four: Spoken Fears Come True



BTW, see this for your chance to get a feature~!: [link]

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Add me on MySpace! [link]
***I fixed the problem some people had with adding me. :]***

Also add me on Facebook! [link]

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Happy one-year birthday of Bright Pessimism to each and every one of you~! :D

No. That's not what this entire journal is about. Don't go just yet. D:

So go read that latest chapter I just posted. Seriously. Exciting stuff. And if you want to pretend you actually read it (probably the vast majority of you), there's a brief summary of what happened in the author's comments. But give me a chance to entice you... I mean, God, you're already reading this crappy journal, so I may as well.

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:skull:Forth Chapter Excerpt:skull:


Finally Kristopher stopped running. Now that the sun had vanished behind the horizon, he no longer could see far distances since the moonlight barely penetrated through the tops of the trees. He collapsed on a fallen, rotten log, and he winced as the jagged bark stabbed his thighs through his jeans. His backpack and laptop bag pinned him to the ground, causing him to slump over, but he did not care at this point. He slowly breathed while his mind again tried to rationalize his running away, but it was futile by that point. He was too lost to turn back, to run back to his family.

When he heard the flapping of wings, Kristopher froze, stopping his loud breathing, and he slowly sat up straight and raised his vision to the tree branches above him, just now seeing the tidy row of bats sitting there. They glared back at him with their beady eyes hostilely, and this distracted him until he could faintly hear the crunching of dead leaves on the ground. His spine stiffened in fright as the sound of footsteps became gradually louder. He slapped his hand over his mouth to be sure he did not scream.

Kristopher slowly stood up and shuffled toward a tree that he could hide behind. However, he was sure that something had already detected his presence, and now it was following him. Though he prayed it was just an animal, he had a growing suspicion that his dream was not a metaphor or symbolism for anything at all: it was a real event that actually happened.



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So if you have any real interest at all in anything that is AWESOME, I suggest you give it a read.

I've looked through a few photos of Victorian boys, and they all have the same hairstyle. Blah. So I'm still looking for Henry May's perfect haircut. If anyone has suggestions... hand them over.

Onto exciting news now. The Winter Formal and stock photos!

Every year our quaint homeschool co-op has a Winter Formal. This time around, it was arranged to be at a catering place somewhere in Knoxville. Everything was set: I got THE dress [and yes, I do feel the need to shove it in everyone's faces [link] I had gotten my nails painted (and yes, they are chipped currently), my hair and make-up had been completely done, and it was two hours before the dance. So what better time to do stock than while waiting for your boyfriend to take you to the aforementioned dance? So I did. And here's proof to you that I have actually taken these pictures.

[link]

^ And no, you may not use that sample image as stock. It's baffling that I even have to say that.

Adam was late, so I only got three pictures of us together. Not that the majority of my male fanbase was interested in seeing him anyway, so I guess that's alright. We left my place and got to the dance at seven. Woooo, on time.

Let me summarize the night with the following stories:

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:skull:Winter Formal '08:skull:



The buffet had just been opened, and I had already gotten a big plate of bowtie pasta with marinara sauce. My good friend Erin, wearing a poofy white dress, and I were talking as we sat at our table. She was complaining about why she was never getting a boyfriend (her parents are Catholic and have never, EVER let her get too close to a boy other than her brother) while I listened.

"You're so pessimistic," I remarked casually.

"I know I'm pessimistic," Erin laughed.

"Don't worry," I replied. "I am, too."

In the same moment, I stabbed my plate with my fork, and a single pasta flew off my plate. We watched it drop to the floor and laughed. Then I looked down and saw the marinara sauce got on Erin's dress. Crap. We both stared at it blankly for a few seconds before the sight sank in.

Oh, and earlier she had talked about how she wasn't eating because she didn't want to get the sauce on her dress. Mmm. Just her luck, ain't it?

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Another relatively interesting story is one about, well, a kind-of friend, as I would call her. Earlier that week at Thursday school, she had bragged about how she had gotten herself a new "cute" boyfriend, who turned out to be a total douchebag. I could link pictures, but I won't for the sake of this guy's identity. But to sum it up, Mum /looked/ at him and started laughing. Anyway, because this guy was such a douche, she kept on following Adam and me for reasons that I won't go into.

Either way, for some reason, she and her boyfriend left sometime during the dance, and I asked her where she had gone. In reply, she told me she had gone out drinking. On a side note, she had a couple of sores on her lips and such that were /not/ in a cluster. Which doesn't mean herpes but means /something else/. So she pretty much wasted sixty dollars by leaving the dance after an hour and a half and also wasted booze. God, it's simple economics.

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There was some sort of raffle, and Adam won a ticket to prom in the /Sun Sphere/. [Don't know what that is? [link] The windows, I believe, are layered with gold or something.] And then another guy from our clique also won a prom ticket, which was pretty awesome. Yeah. And the DJ announced the fact that Adam looks like Orlando Bloom, which was pretty much summarizing the first thing he was told by everybody that evening.

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Apparently Adam and I were dancing a little bit /too/ close on a slow dance song, and some wrinkly woman pulled him away from me. He glared at her, grabbed by waist, and pulled me back. She just glared back at him but didn't do anything. lulz.

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People in real life know this, but I'm not sure if the internet people do: I hate the album The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance. I can't stand it. Anyone who tries to convince me otherwise will get a magazine article shoved in their face that positively says that Jonathan Davis does not like MCR either, and Jonathan Davis's opinion is holy.

But Adam seems to love The Black Parade. And the last song of the night was, ironically, "The Black Parade." To put it bluntly, I wasn't very excited about that.




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If I kept your interest to this point, congratulations! I have nothing else to say that's not related to my novel. Now I must go on a search for hairstyles that would look good on some dead little kid.

:skull: Cait :skull:

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THE EXTRA CRAP



MUA HA HAAA~!!! My Daily Deviation O:~!

CHAPTER ONE
Insomnium



CHAPTER TWO
Starting Over



CHAPTER THREE
One Step Closer



CHAPTER FOUR
Spoken Fears Come True



~Bright-Pessimism

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 16
  • Current Residence: East Tennessee, outside Knoxville
  • Interests: Korn. Listening to Korn. Writing. Writing about Korn. Did I mention stalking Jonathan Davis?
  • Favourite movie: The Big Lebowski
  • Favourite band or musician: Korn, KoRn, koRn... did I mention Korn?
  • Favourite genre of music: Is Korn a genre?
  • Favourite poet or writer: myself lulz
  • Operating System: Windows XP Service Pack 2 :OOO
  • MP3 player of choice: IPOOOOD
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything with JD :O
  • Personal Quote: "YAY~!"
  • Tools of the Trade: Camera, tripod, and PSP9.

Devious Comments

~deathminstrel:icondeathminstrel: 11 hours 5 minutes ago
here it is
[link]

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.:[daniel.pe]:.

-The killer of hope-
+WolfKid+

[Les†a† de L¡oncour†]
~deathminstrel:icondeathminstrel: 11 hours 6 minutes ago
the web page is growing up... meanwhile it's ready, click here to see a sneak peak of it xD [still under construction]

thanx again

bye-bye

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-The killer of hope-
+WolfKid+

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~psychosomatika:iconpsychosomatika: 4 days 15 hours ago
Allllll your entire gallery must be in my favs xD

I love your pikx, clothes & bleh...=)

¤ Psycho ¤
~the-dark-gift:iconthe-dark-gift: May 6, 2008, 5:36:26 PM
Used one of your stock, here. [link]
~singcricketsing:iconsingcricketsing: May 5, 2008, 8:15:08 PM Mood: Love
Cutest poses and clotheses

I'm wearing a print of your stock to prom...:nod:
~deathminstrel:icondeathminstrel: May 5, 2008, 7:09:18 PM
I dunno if u remember, but it's been like a year or so since I told u that I'd use one of your pics for the cd cover of my band's first ep... now I'm letting you now that we're using lots of your pics in the design of our website... hope you don't mind... you're something like my band's image xD! well... as soon as it's finished, I'll let you know so you can visit the page :)

thanx

kisses

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~VampMab:iconVampMab: May 3, 2008, 1:36:55 PM
i used one of your beautiful stocks in [link]

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When you appear, as an angel
looking me down, looking my way
Could you ever kill the pain in my heart?
Even though they say angels don't kill :blackrose:


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~PerfectedInPain:iconPerfectedInPain: May 3, 2008, 1:07:28 AM
thank you for your stock, I used it one more time here [link] :rose:

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Old loves die hard, old lies die harder !
=queenofladiestoilets:iconqueenofladiestoilets: May 2, 2008, 2:34:59 PM

    Hi!
    I used your stock here
    - My reason -
    Thank you so much ^^


    I hope that you'll like it!

    :blowkiss:


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~Lalia-a:iconLalia-a: Apr 26, 2008, 10:28:04 PM
used your stock here

[link]


Thank you so much
*Shinobinaku:iconShinobinaku: Apr 24, 2008, 4:05:10 PM
used your stock here: [link]

Thank you :aww:

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:frail: Drown your fears in alcohol
everybody slips and falls
Choke on every dream you ever had
keep yourself in 6 degrees
no one ever comforts me
why should they bother
When I'm alone and I'm so damn bored
~amy-vampira:iconamy-vampira: Apr 21, 2008, 3:32:51 AM
hello!! i love yuor pics..those clothes r sooooo GOTH!!!..please add me as ur fren...thanxxx

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*misszoe:iconmisszoe: Apr 18, 2008, 3:23:38 PM
I used your beautiful stock [link] and [link]

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~Lalia-a:iconLalia-a: Apr 18, 2008, 12:02:12 AM
I "also" used your stock here:

[link]

Thanks a lot !!
~Lalia-a:iconLalia-a: Apr 17, 2008, 11:53:57 AM
I used your stock here:

[link]

Thankies ~~
~MOZOTE:iconMOZOTE: Apr 16, 2008, 4:41:23 AM
I sent you a note about your great looks.
~Windhaven:iconWindhaven: Apr 14, 2008, 1:30:10 PM
hey!
you have great and beautiful stock and i'm sure i'll use more of your pics! i used one here [link]

thank you very much :blowkiss:

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you'll walk the earth with eyes turned skyward;
there where you have been and there where you long to return..."
~ropo-art:iconropo-art: Apr 14, 2008, 7:52:19 AM
I used your stock here!
[link]
Thank you so much :kiss:

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~myfamilysmistake:iconmyfamilysmistake: Apr 13, 2008, 9:12:31 AM
used your stock here [link]

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~Aine55:iconAine55: Apr 12, 2008, 1:36:14 PM Mood: Love
i have make a art withe one of your photos here is the link [link]

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can you feel your´s ?

Kaze-Hime Fan XD
*nocturno:iconnocturno: Apr 10, 2008, 2:42:26 PM
While as a photographer I don't use stock, I follow and appreciate many stock artists because there are shades of expression found in some stock art that are not usually there in photos. Yours is one of those cases.
~mishi-unloved:iconmishi-unloved: Apr 9, 2008, 12:31:18 AM
This stock roxxx.
I did a digipainting based on it. check it ~! [link]

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