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Journal Entry: Tue Feb 5, 2008, 7:28 PM
  • Mood: Big Grin
  • Listening to: "The Eternal Shade Theory pt 1" by UT
  • Reading: /Bright Pessimism/ by moi
  • Watching: American Idol
  • Playing: Neopets
  • Eating: Hershey's kisses
  • Drinking: Water (as always)













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*Cait-Shoxxi-Stock is a one-person team, run completely by *Cait-Shoxxi. She enjoys hot tea and stiflingly hot rooms, along with trolling the internet for the cutest/latest Gothic fashions. Currently her biggest project is her novel ~Bright-Pessimism, which she goes on and on about sporadically.

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Time for a really long post involving slightly interesting topics! Yay!

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Just in time for Bright Pessimism's one-year birthday... the forth chapter!

Bright Pessimism, Chapter Four: Spoken Fears Come True



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No. That's not what this entire journal is about. Don't go just yet. D:

So go read that latest chapter I just posted. Seriously. Exciting stuff. And if you want to pretend you actually read it (probably the vast majority of you), there's a brief summary of what happened in the author's comments. But give me a chance to entice you... I mean, God, you're already reading this crappy journal, so I may as well.

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:skull:Forth Chapter Excerpt:skull:


Finally Kristopher stopped running. Now that the sun had vanished behind the horizon, he no longer could see far distances since the moonlight barely penetrated through the tops of the trees. He collapsed on a fallen, rotten log, and he winced as the jagged bark stabbed his thighs through his jeans. His backpack and laptop bag pinned him to the ground, causing him to slump over, but he did not care at this point. He slowly breathed while his mind again tried to rationalize his running away, but it was futile by that point. He was too lost to turn back, to run back to his family.

When he heard the flapping of wings, Kristopher froze, stopping his loud breathing, and he slowly sat up straight and raised his vision to the tree branches above him, just now seeing the tidy row of bats sitting there. They glared back at him with their beady eyes hostilely, and this distracted him until he could faintly hear the crunching of dead leaves on the ground. His spine stiffened in fright as the sound of footsteps became gradually louder. He slapped his hand over his mouth to be sure he did not scream.

Kristopher slowly stood up and shuffled toward a tree that he could hide behind. However, he was sure that something had already detected his presence, and now it was following him. Though he prayed it was just an animal, he had a growing suspicion that his dream was not a metaphor or symbolism for anything at all: it was a real event that actually happened.



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So if you have any real interest at all in anything that is AWESOME, I suggest you give it a read.

I've looked through a few photos of Victorian boys, and they all have the same hairstyle. Blah. So I'm still looking for Henry May's perfect haircut. If anyone has suggestions... hand them over.

Onto exciting news now. The Winter Formal and stock photos!

Every year our quaint homeschool co-op has a Winter Formal. This time around, it was arranged to be at a catering place somewhere in Knoxville. Everything was set: I got THE dress [and yes, I do feel the need to shove it in everyone's faces [link] I had gotten my nails painted (and yes, they are chipped currently), my hair and make-up had been completely done, and it was two hours before the dance. So what better time to do stock than while waiting for your boyfriend to take you to the aforementioned dance? So I did. And here's proof to you that I have actually taken these pictures.

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^ And no, you may not use that sample image as stock. It's baffling that I even have to say that.

Adam was late, so I only got three pictures of us together. Not that the majority of my male fanbase was interested in seeing him anyway, so I guess that's alright. We left my place and got to the dance at seven. Woooo, on time.

Let me summarize the night with the following stories:

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:skull:Winter Formal '08:skull:



The buffet had just been opened, and I had already gotten a big plate of bowtie pasta with marinara sauce. My good friend Erin, wearing a poofy white dress, and I were talking as we sat at our table. She was complaining about why she was never getting a boyfriend (her parents are Catholic and have never, EVER let her get too close to a boy other than her brother) while I listened.

"You're so pessimistic," I remarked casually.

"I know I'm pessimistic," Erin laughed.

"Don't worry," I replied. "I am, too."

In the same moment, I stabbed my plate with my fork, and a single pasta flew off my plate. We watched it drop to the floor and laughed. Then I looked down and saw the marinara sauce got on Erin's dress. Crap. We both stared at it blankly for a few seconds before the sight sank in.

Oh, and earlier she had talked about how she wasn't eating because she didn't want to get the sauce on her dress. Mmm. Just her luck, ain't it?

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Another relatively interesting story is one about, well, a kind-of friend, as I would call her. Earlier that week at Thursday school, she had bragged about how she had gotten herself a new "cute" boyfriend, who turned out to be a total douchebag. I could link pictures, but I won't for the sake of this guy's identity. But to sum it up, Mum /looked/ at him and started laughing. Anyway, because this guy was such a douche, she kept on following Adam and me for reasons that I won't go into.

Either way, for some reason, she and her boyfriend left sometime during the dance, and I asked her where she had gone. In reply, she told me she had gone out drinking. On a side note, she had a couple of sores on her lips and such that were /not/ in a cluster. Which doesn't mean herpes but means /something else/. So she pretty much wasted sixty dollars by leaving the dance after an hour and a half and also wasted booze. God, it's simple economics.

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There was some sort of raffle, and Adam won a ticket to prom in the /Sun Sphere/. [Don't know what that is? [link] The windows, I believe, are layered with gold or something.] And then another guy from our clique also won a prom ticket, which was pretty awesome. Yeah. And the DJ announced the fact that Adam looks like Orlando Bloom, which was pretty much summarizing the first thing he was told by everybody that evening.

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Apparently Adam and I were dancing a little bit /too/ close on a slow dance song, and some wrinkly woman pulled him away from me. He glared at her, grabbed by waist, and pulled me back. She just glared back at him but didn't do anything. lulz.

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People in real life know this, but I'm not sure if the internet people do: I hate the album The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance. I can't stand it. Anyone who tries to convince me otherwise will get a magazine article shoved in their face that positively says that Jonathan Davis does not like MCR either, and Jonathan Davis's opinion is holy.

But Adam seems to love The Black Parade. And the last song of the night was, ironically, "The Black Parade." To put it bluntly, I wasn't very excited about that.




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If I kept your interest to this point, congratulations! I have nothing else to say that's not related to my novel. Now I must go on a search for hairstyles that would look good on some dead little kid.

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CHAPTER ONE
Insomnium



CHAPTER TWO
Starting Over



CHAPTER THREE
One Step Closer



CHAPTER FOUR
Spoken Fears Come True



~Bright-Pessimism

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Journal Entry: Mon Feb 4, 2008, 9:10 PM
  • Mood: Big Grin
  • Reading: /Bright Pessimism/ by moi
  • Playing: Neopets
  • Eating: Hershey's kisses
  • Drinking: Water (as always)













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*Cait-Shoxxi-Stock is a one-person team, run completely by *Cait-Shoxxi. She enjoys hot tea and stiflingly hot rooms, along with trolling the internet for the cutest/latest Gothic fashions. Currently her biggest project is her novel ~Bright-Pessimism, which she goes on and on about sporadically.

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YES. I swear that pwnsome stock is coming soon.

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Wow. I feel so out of touch with my online life right now. I'm actually writing this at my real desk instead of on some college campus computer. woo. my benefits at age sixteen: going to college. exciting stuff.

As some of you may have noticed, I did get some time to look at deviations using my stock, but that was only half of my notes that I took care of. People who left a comment on any particular deviation using my stock may want to send me a note to be sure I actually receive notification. I'm just saying, 'cuz the message center is nearly to 2,000 messages... WTF, 49 POLLS?? Don't be surprised if you left me a message in the beginning of January and I just /now/ respond to it.

So, yeah. This isn't really an update because I was planning a real update tomorrow. BECAUSE IT'S BRIGHT PESSIMISM'S FIRST BIRTHDAY. *gaaaasp* Oh, and I guess I'm obliged to say that Kristopher will be voting for Ron Paul, despite the fact that he's only fifteen and can't vote. Or Barak Obama. someone other than hillary clinton. lulz.

My latest excuse for not updating/taking care of my duties? I gots sick. And then I made everybody else sick. And then I caught the sickness again off those I affected. Baaah.

I think I've decided to officially lop off those curly locks of Henry May's. Now I just got to decide how to style his hair in a different historically-accurate hairstyle. Which means hours of staring at blurry black-and-white pictures of little Victorian boys and somehow giving particular individuals more reason to think I'm a pedophile.

So yeah. Look for a reasonable, entertaining update tomorrow.

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THE EXTRA CRAP



MUA HA HAAA~!!! My Daily Deviation O:~!

CHAPTER ONE
Insomnium



CHAPTER TWO
Starting Over



CHAPTER THREE
One Step Closer



~Bright-Pessimism

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STOCK RULES

:skull: Note me if you use anything.

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Winter Formal and other stuff

Journal Entry: Fri Jan 25, 2008, 11:08 PM
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  • Listening to: PEOPLES
  • Watching: People walk by













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*Cait-Shoxxi-Stock is a one-person team, run completely by *Cait-Shoxxi. She enjoys hot tea and stiflingly hot rooms, along with trolling the internet for the cutest/latest Gothic fashions. Currently her biggest project is her novel ~Bright-Pessimism, which she goes on and on about sporadically.

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woo. The Winter Formal is over, and news of how that went over will come SOON. For now, I'm going to go fall over dead. Because I have to wake up at seven-thirty for some academic tournament. It's one-ten right now. D:

Coming soon: pwnsome stock.



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Bright Pessimism, Chapter Three: One Step Closer



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I'll be giving a complete feature in the nearby future. Tune in later for details O:~!

Yeah. About the forth chapter of ~Bright-Pessimism, I'm waiting to upload it. I don't want too much of it online too soon. ;D

SPEAKING OF WHICH: as part of my Bright Pessimism revision protocol, I have been forced to rethink a lot of the events. However, one thing that struck me was to *gasp* rethink the way a character should look, and I am speaking of Henry May, the evil little dead boy. I think he looks /too/ much like a girl, which was my original intention, I have begun to rethink that aspect of him. So, compare these two pictures of two Victorian boys in kilt suits...

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^ Example of a little Victorian boy with curly locks, like Henry currently has.

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^ Example of a little boy with shorter hair. I don't think I would make Henry's quite as short; his hair would prob'ly be past his ears at least.

So if anyone cares to give me his opinion, I would greatly appreciate it. :]

In other words, I'm updating from the Pellissippi campus again. I haven't really had time at home to update or comment back to anyone, but I'm hoping after this weekend everything will go back to normal. At least I haven't run into any ducks or anything. Ughhh.

I don't believe I updated on this subject last Friday, but tonight is the Homeschool Winter Formal. I'm bringing Adam, and we're both really psyched about it. It's at a really nice catering place in Knoxville, and my friend Joyanna is supposed to be showcasing and selling her art there.

I don't believe I mentioned that I finally got the dress, but this is what I'm wearing to the formal: [link] My hairstylist is going to do some sort of curly updo, and I'm having my makeup done by Mac at the mall. I'll be sure to take plenty of pictures... and I think you'll like the new stock I plan on doing right before the dance. :D

Speaking of which, the other night I looked through couple stock for ideas. I swear that if I see anymore blurry pictures of people making out (particularly girl couples), I will effing PUNCH someone. Unfortunately I won't be kidding when I accidentally punch the person next to me in the computer lab.

...It seems everybody in this row just left. Huh. D:

Supposedly Adam has "something good" to tell me tonight at the dance. I'm not going to pretend I'm oblivious as to what it could be, but I'm so cynical anyway. Blah.

I feel like doing something productive, but my chemistry class isn't for another hour. Arghhh.

Anyway, I'm going to go on Neopets for a while. If you have it, look me up on the oh-so obvious screen name of CaitShoxxi. O:

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CHAPTER ONE
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